What I am feeling now

I want the wind of ocean drifting me apart from chaos of sense
Part of me is believing standing alone fits the life now
Unspoken thoughts of me hollering, crawling into my soul
Surprise me, that's what I always say to God
Never had I widen my vision and see tiny parts surround me, accompany me good
Still, enough is not the word
Looking for the unforeseen scenario
Myself yearning.