Personal matter.

I ever fell from the ground
49 feet and so
Sank in deep water
As the water flew wildly
Thought I would be dead
But I didn't
My head searched for the air
My hands wouldn't stop pushing
My legs kept kicking
Until I found my breath again, it wasn't clear but I was alive and still
I ever fell in someone's eyes
Unknown and discern
Intend of a happy end
My brain kept haunting the possible ways to compose a message
The heart still longed for his validation of my presence
I was hopeless romantic
It wasn't happening
He lost the sight, I lost the battle
Thought I would cry a river but I didn't
I was happy for the remembrance of him
And am in love, still.