Blocked
Today is 23rd May, 2025. Morning 10.10 AM as I write this. The weather is neither cold nor warm, but it is more gloomy than it is supposed to be at ten in the morning. I have opened this draft before last week and found myself have nothing to write at all. It was so surprising for me because I just stared at this white online page and got nothing in my brain to write after staring at it for more than like 15 minutes. Today I open it again. I am pushing myself and obviously my brain to start working like it should. Honestly speaking, I still do not know what to write so maybe until this point you will not get 'the point' of my writing. I do not know how to feel. Inside my brain now it is just hunger, urge to finish my work, and disappointment. Hunger probably because last night I ate a lot because it was the first fasting day for me after Ramadan. I enjoyed my mum's food a lot but lately I have been craving something sweet. Either cake, or some kind of milk tea. The pro...
